[ It's a good question, one that Aymeric doesn't even need to finish since it's something Estinien has been thinking on ever since he arrived. The thought of losing himself to madness again is enough to make even the dragoon a bit anxious, but he's pretty sure this place won't pull that trick. Not yet, at least.]

I think that is a concern that will never leave, no matter where I am. In this regard I feel clear headed, whatever this is, it's not the same. Should the worst happen you'll know what to do.